isn't how anyone described this lapband journey ..and from here on out i'm going to try and remember that and "keep calm and carry on" :0)
for making me feel less craptastic than I did all weekend..
and jenny hit the nail on the head .. about hating everyone that could 'eat' .. that's exactly how I felt this weekend..
..and made me realize that's how I did so well all week ..my husband is at work all day and ate at his mom's house for dinner (taking the boy with him) so I didn't have to worry at all about yummy stuff last sun-through this friday ..
it was just this weekend that I was feeling sorry for myself and filling myself up with self doubt..while everyone ate yummy good looking/smelling food! :0)
i'm back to my shakes today and maybe a lean cuisine tonight ..but I'm not feeling so desperate anymore..
wednesday is almost here!