i feel like if i hadn't already made up my mind 110% to have this surgery .. that i would be throwing in the towel today..
i feel weak and tired and cranky and dizzy ..
i've gone to bed hungry every night since sunday ..
i've had a few episodes of "cheating"
oh my god i want my carbs back!!!
waaaaa waaaa waaaaa :(
i want to shove a big-greasy-cheesy-bacon filled burger in my mouth right now ..