Start Weight: 225lbs (10/2009) Goal Weight: 150lbs

Saturday, April 17, 2010

I would trade my left leg..

for something as silly as a lean cuisine!

could i skip all of my protein shakes and have that?!

i'm dying here peeps! ..dying.. headache from hell during the past two days.. i'm losing it ..

this is hard..

really hard..

i don't want junk or anything bad.. ...but i miss food .. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah...

less dramatic posts to resume after wednesday.. i hope..


  1. I know exactly how you feel and felt the same on my pre-op, not much longer to go now!!

  2. I'm so sorry sweets - have you joined in on the BOOBS blog - you could focus on planning a trip to Chicago to take your mind off things?

  3. Just keep focusing on surgery. Think "small liver=easy surgery". YOU CAN DO IT!!!

  4. i had a pretty rough time on preop too, i just wanted to chew something that wasn't sweet! the one thing that was a huge help to me was that i told myself that if i didn't stick to the diet my liver wouldn't shrink enough and i would wake up in recovery band-less!!
    us ct girls are tough, you can do it :-)

  5. Oh god it just sucks the big one, doesn't it? It feels like they want to torture you. Just take it day by day or hour by hour and you'll get through it. Hang in there - your new life is right there on the horizon.

  6. I hear ya sister...I'm on day 6 of 14 and I have no idea how I'm ever going to get through this. Reading the gals words of encouragement helps but I think the biggest thing for me is to stay busy and distracted so that I'm not fixating on food.